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Testimonies of Others'
Ex-Convict becoming a Christian
Where to begin
It was a set of circumstances that brought
my family to 'Fox Hill Church', my wife said it was 'like coming
home' personally I couldn't see what all the fuss was about but
Pam and Paige were happy to be here at 'Fox Hill' so I decided to
'stick around' for a while.
I had not stepped into a chapel by choice in over 28 years; So 'Fox
Hill' would be something of a challenge, but I was to be challenged
further, by 'Christianity Explored' a Bible study course, this gave
me cause to reflect over those 28 years
and to my life before.
As far back as I can remember there was not
a day that went by, that I wasn't a punch bag for my father's rage,
I was 10 years old when he broke the butt of a rifle fracturing
my right cheek bone, and from time to time the swelling appears
as a reminder. I became an angry teenager who got comfort inflicting
violence on others. By the time I was 17, I had served 2 Detention
Centres, and by the time I was 20 I had been to Borstal 3 times
1976 was to be a turning point in my life;
I was at Stafford Prison serving 22 months.
A prison cell can be a lonely place, as it gives you time to reflect
on the past, and on the future, my life was going nowhere, and I
could see no future, the past was all I thought about.
One evening, to get out of my cell, and with
the promise of tea and biscuits, I went to the prison Chapel, an
ex-convict the Rev. Roy Catchpole was giving a talk, I sat and listened
as this ex-convict poured out his life story, and I remember him
saying "it's not too late to change your life, just ask the
Lord for forgiveness, ask him into your life and you will
be saved."
I went back to my Cell after eating half his
biscuits and drinking his tea! But I kept thinking about the ex-convict
vicar and the dynamic way in which his life had changed. That night
I started to think about things he had said, I was at a real low
point in my life, Prison had become my home and I was getting tired
of it, so I got out of my bed, knelt down, and with nothing to lose
I asked God for his forgiveness, I asked the Lord Jesus into my
life
In the months that past after my release I forgot
about the prayer for forgiveness, forgot I had even met the Rev.
Roy Catchpole. I had met my wife, who at the time belonged to a
local Church; because of our relationship and problems at the Church
she left, and for 26 years, never went back.
I settled down to family life, but trouble seemed
to follow me, and as I battled with this, there seemed to be 'something'
stopping me going that little bit too far, stopping me going back
to prison, and because of my ignorance I always took things for
granted, putting everything down to 'coincidence'.
Since coming to 'Fox Hill', and becoming part
of a different kind of family I have learnt that the 'coincidences'
in my life are the work of God, which for me all started by saying
a prayer, in a prison cell 28 years ago, God had been working in
my life and I didn't know it. Today along with my family I am being
baptised, this is to show my faith in Jesus Christ and to proclaim
to everyone that I am a Christian.
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